Soliloquy

no, no, no! no more t.v. – silence
off!  all the extraneous machines
and in that frightening void
let the mind fill of it own
accord.
hear again the vibrations
of the earth – gentle song
of the universe – music of the spheres
courage now, the ocean ebbs,
but it also flows
the sun sets, but it also
rises
quiet the din and venture
in
again. 
can i begin again, 
damn
no script at hand